i sat here, in front of my computer,wanting to say what i wanted to say, but i couldnt. I took a break from tumblr because of that. i took a break from everything. I spent time to myself to figure out myself and where i wanted to be. instead of tumbling i went to something more private, my own journal for myself to see & only me. i spent time having fun & not worrying about petty things. time passed by and before i knew it, days turned into weeks and weeks into months. this post is way over due, ( 4 months to be exact ) but i am glad to say that

i am truly happy with where i am. I have never been so comfortable in my own skin.

yea there are those daily struggles that we all have to face but other than that i have nothing really to worry about. school school sucks! but that else is new! its my last term of prerecs and i’m going to be fitted for my scrubs soon! i start my nursing classes next term and i’m super excited! job i closed my availability for gilly and started working for guess. I decided to work there because it something new. i actually have to dress up at work & really sell the merchandise. i did something right though ‘cause my store is now closing down and they choose me & only me to transfer while everyone else gets laid off, sorry! .friends, i LOVE my friends, i finally have those close to me that make me smile and laugh. I actually feel appreciated & they make an effort to see me. people who i can actually trust my life with. people who don’t say ” i don’t like her so you can’t talk to her”. they understand where i am and don’t give me shit if i’m not able to see them. new friends kinda sorta just came to me. new friends who also get where i’m coming from and don’t want to deal with drama. boyfriend LOVE HIM, we have never been stronger. we’ve been through so much. he has been there for me through everything and i’m sure he can say the same. enemies i have non, i have no problems with anyone, have a problem with me? well thats your problem. yea yea, they’re going to say ” YEA RIGHT!” but hey, get off my tumblr then :) . haha.

honestly, i probly won’t tumblr as much as i use to, why? cause i’m too busy enjoying life to blog about it!!

seee yaa suckas!!

That you are so concerned about my personal life , but stay out of my damn business.

my debut number 2 is done, vegas is done, drama is resolved&i have a new roommate.

it went from two weeks of pure stress & living with my boyfriend to one week of full on debauchery&fun to reality.

I’M STILL ON VACATION MODE & i’m STILL looking at vegas pictures.
first time i’m going to say this & really mean it.
I LOVE MY LIFE.